Hello.First off,I have been awfully sick.
So don't bug me.
Second,I am pissed beyond words.
Because some annoying ass doesn't
understand a damn word of english
when I say I'm sick.
There are too many annoying people
in this world already.
Example.
Yumie Goh.
Hahaha.
Don't be offended,Yumie.
I didn't really mean it.
Okay.Maybe I did.
So what?My sentences are becoming
shorter by the millisecond.Okay.Much
better. I haven't gone to school for pretty
long and there isn't any school today
and tomorrow either cause of the PTD.
Parent.Teacher.Dialogue.
That sentence strikes fear in every student's
heart,whether good or bad.Hmm.
Madam Lee's retiring,and Yumie's beginning
to feel sad.She kept on putting annoying
crying emoticons in MSN.
Sheesh.Oh well.I realised that when Yumie
sees this I will once again,be
annihilated,so I am going to enjoy my last
few moments of earth first.I am getting sick
of this purple colour.Changing colour now.
Okay.All done.I have lots of homework to do
for maths and we have a new teacher now,
apparently.Zi Ying(a.k.a Q.O.T.D ) claims
that the first question Cheryl asked about
our new maths teacher was if she was
sexy.What kind of question was that?I do
wish I was there,though.It would have been
really great to see Wai Lam's face.Haha.
I wonder if Natalie Teo has finished eating
the Meiji sweets that I bought for her.
Oh well.Never mind.I'm so bored at home...
having tuition later at around 5pm and I haven't
done my homework.Gonna claim that I don't
know how in the world to do it.We keep
changing teachers in school.First our chinese
teacher,now our maths teacher.But our
chinese subject has been a bit too extreme.
We've already gotten three chinese teachers
and its barely been half a year.I really want
to go on holiday.I'm tired,although everyone
says that I don't seem stressed and all that
crap.Its called emotional stress.No one would
understand what I mean.anyway. Everyone else
in my class is doing so well and I can't help
but think that some of them can do so much
better than me although they spend seven hours
online everyday.I just don't understand.I can't cope
with history and maths.I'm improving in Chinese,but
what I don't get is History and Maths!I just cannot
answer the questions in history, and in Maths
I just can't get above 15/35.Its always the same.
I just can't.So far,for maths,I've gotten...
Test 1: 15/35
Test 2: 15/30
Test 3: 13/35
Test 4: 15/35
See what I mean?I'm just really confused.I try
my best,and all that comes out of it is nothing
but failures.And no one seems to think that
I've been trying,either,because sometimes I just
cannot listen in class when the teacher is teaching,
and those are the moments when my friends notice.
During those times in which I AM listening however,
they think I'm slacking too. So if I do badly,I can
never find proper comfort.They'd tell me to try harder,
but I'm not dumb.I can see that they're encouraging
me half-heartedly,because they seriously think
I've been slacking.Some of them even scold me,saying
stuff like"You always read those stupid books of yours,
so you can never pass."or"You always don't pay
attention in class."Sometimes its indirectly,sometimes
its directly.I really don't know what to do.

What CAN I do ? There's nothing left for me to do anymore.