cassiopeia constellation-

Friday, August 11, 2006

I am officially at a loss at what to do.The blog is totally ruined.Okay,anyone who sees this and sees how ruined it is,please tell me.When I preview it,its perfectly fine,the way I want it,but when I republish the blog,it turns out horrid.
My point is..?
Well,if I can't update this,I will be so upset, because,then I will delete this.Yes,I know. I'm a desperate person.And desperate people,just like me,tend to do things we really don't want to do when we're NOT desperate.Its just a compulsive action,actually. If I recall correctly, I once cut up my whole diary in a fit of anger,one day, and after a few hours,I looked at the remains,and I burst into tears when I realised what I had done.But that was a long time ago, and besides, I was in a rage, not that I was desperate,so let's look for another example.
Ah.I found one. I so desperate to get hold of an item,which I shall not name,due to copyright laws( totally irrelevant to this topic),and I had promised three classmates something I could not give.And,after the desperation had passed,I realised my awful mistake , but by that time,it was a bit too late,and I had gotten into serious trouble.
Horrible stupidity on my part.
...ah,well.I need a computer whiz to help me.Call the IT girls.Hwa :)
Actually,I feel depressed when I-wait! I just thought of a PERFECT example.
Okay,once I was really hurt and upset due to...certain circumstances and arguments between my family and myself,so, in a fit of rather angry desperation, I had wrote rather...awful comments about them on my first blog,then.And one of my friends read it and it kind of spread.So,I had to obviously stop it before it reached one of my other classmates that had parents that knew mine,right?Yeah,obviously,so I had to-wait.Gotta go!!!

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