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    Monday, October 23, 2006


    Oh, shit. Don't blame me for swearing. My complete earlier post just got deleted. Damn internet. Anyway...I had been rambling about how bloody boring the holidays were. Honestly, its been so empty that I have even resorted to playing with sparkly dress-up-Barbie games that have annoying phrases like "Lets dress up Barbie!" or "Yay! We're going to the mall!" I felt like smashing her stupid plastic face. It was so disgusting, but I had to do it, because I have absolutely nothing to do. Bloody Battleon is always having a busy server, I'm so sick of Maple and the stupid mushrooms, Runescape is boring and the characters are half-deformed with triangular limbs and faces,and I cannot be bothered to go play CS, it's worse than Maple if you play it by yourself. Honestly, if the government really wanted to help youths, they would make our schools give us slightly more... ENGAGING activities during the holidays instead of eating, sleeping, and surfing the net. There is literally nothing left to do. I can sit here all day and twiddle my thumbs, but that would be just retarded, and I am in the mood of resorting to linking plastic neon-pink and lime-green paper clips to form a chain that would break a Guiness World Record. I have enough time to break more than just one bloody record. I haven't stepped out of the house in four days, and I only change out of my pyjamas to bathe. I feel annoyed, and I have pent-up frustration that cannot be relieved merely by beating up my brother. Its the kind of frustration that you have to take out on people who are super annoying. I need those kind of people right now. I haven't cursed or screamed in a week. And if you think that's a good thing, it isn't, because the first thing I will probably do if I return to school next year is to be in one shit of a grumpy mood and to bitch at every person who even says hi. If I do not get one bloody fricking chance to do something fun, I am going to destroy my room and go on serious mood swings.

    Nicole the person who will be whacked on the head by Zi Ying for waking up later.

    And also the same person who will be enjoying fluffy pancakes before her destruction by the very angry fans of certain boy bands one day.

    Goodbye.


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    Saturday, October 14, 2006


    Right. And I am super irritated, because yesterday, my bloody Internet connection decided to fail on me, just when I had a nice long post done, and when I was just going to save it, the bloody thing went poof and the stupid web page decided to say "Service is temporarily unavailable" and I was so freaking frustrated I punched the damn thing. I mean, it wasted so much of my bloody time.

    So anyway, Miss Nicole here is being lazy, and to take up the beautiful white, blank space on this damned blog, I am putting utterly unnecessary and un-related stuff from Blogthings here.

    Heheh.

    You Are 100% Bipolar
    You have some serious ups and downs, maybe to the point of endangering your own life.Consult a doctor to see if you may truly have bipolar disorder.

    Are You Bipolar?

    Okay, this one seriously shocked me. I'm worse than Tammy. Heh. This proves I should have 13 modes. Oh, wait, the post about the 13 Nicole Modes was deleted. I'll replace it later.

    Your Element Is Air
    You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.
    Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.
    You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

    You Are 8% Shy
    You aren't shy at all, in fact, you're probably quite outgoing.You are comfortable in almost any social situation, no matter how difficult.

    How Shy Are You?

    Your EQ is 147
    50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

    Now, this one seriously shocked me. I have a pretty high EQ?Whoa. I understand people~! Yays. That's good. Well, I kind of do. But sometimes, certain people get on my nerves. This quiz was fun.

    Your Wrath Quotient: 49%
    Ouch! You've got a bit of a temper going on there, don't you?Just make sure to keep your revenge fantasies just that... fantasies only!

    How Much Wrath Do You Have?

    I'm a nice person!! ...No, really!!! Hey, come on, I'm telling the truth. ...okay, so maybe not so much, but I could've sworn I was nice..(:

    In a Past Life...
    You Were: A Brave Astrologer.
    Where You Lived: Burma.
    How You Died: Natural causes.

    Who Were You In a Past Life?

    Okay, this one, I swear, is just creepy. Anybody from SC who knows Jacqueline Chua, Yumie Goh, Audrey Ong, Stephanie Khoo, or Zi Ying, from 1 GR '06, will know why. I once had a premonition in a dream earlier in the year...and it involved a lunar eclipse lasting for two days in the Greek Calender...and creepily enough, I had the dream when the Greek Calender had been exactly 4 months then, the time predicted by some person in my dream, and the scarier thing was, astrologers had been beheaded centuries before due to the incorrect prediction of the exact time of the eclipse. ...and I am WAY freaked out now.

    You Are Best Described By...
    Petite FleursBy Pablo Picasso

    What Famous Work of Art Are You?

    I'm a handful of flowers. Wow.

    Your Power Level is: 65%
    You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within.Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals.

    How Powerful Are You?

    You Are 12% Evil
    You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

    How Evil Are You?

    Right. I was pretty shocked at this one too. You mean I'm as good as that?...well, maybe it was because the quiz didn't state the sins that were REALLY bad...hmm...I was being honest...and truthful...so maybe, I'm good. Okay, if that was really true, I'm 100% sure the world would meet its end. Although, I DID tell the truth on one of the statements...when they asked if I would give my life in exchange for 10,000 lives to be saved, I hereby declare that I would, solemnly. I mean, if I had to die, and the rest of them would be saved, then it would be enough. I mean, its better for just one family, my family, to be sad, rather than 99,999 more,right?Yeah...but I have to admit I have looked at..naughty pictures online. But it was just that ONCE. And it was an accident. Or rather, an innocent mistake.

    And those of my close friends reading this would be thinking right now :" An innocent mistake?...my ass."

    Which is pretty accurate.

    You Are 20% Control Freak
    There's no way you're a control freak. You're totally laid back - and able to take life as it comes.While you definitely have a healthy mental attitude, don't get suckered into letting someone control you.

    Are You A Control Freak?

    You Are 40% Weird
    Normal enough to know that you're weird...But too damn weird to do anything about it!

    How Weird Are You?

    One sentence.

    I'm not weird!! I'm not weird~!!!

    ...okay,it was two.Happy?

    Your World View
    You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material.
    You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you.

    What Is Your World View?

    You Are Somewhat Honest
    You do tend to tell the truth a lotBut you also stretch the truth on occasionYou figure a little lie isn't a big dealAs long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!

    How Honest Are You?

    Ha. Told you I was HONEST. But nobody believed me.

    Your Greed Quotient: 20%
    You're anything but greedy. You're eager to share and give to others.For you, collecting material possessions is more trouble than it's worth!

    How Much Greed Do You Have?

    And I thought I was greedy. Oh well. I guess not. But I really cannot stand it when people give up anything that they possibly can just to

    get the one thing they desire the most. Its disgusting when I hear about how low they would sink or how far they would go.

    You Are Phish Food Ice Cream
    You've been described as gooey and fudgey. Sorry.

    What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

    Riiiiight. And being described as gooey and fudgey...just sounds totally wrong. I would rather be called Juicy. Which for your information,

    if you are really dumb, is my nickname thanks to Cheryl Neo. I don't understand why I am even putting her name here. By the way, will

    someone please remind me to slaughter Natalie Teo? She put a totally retarded picture of me covering my face with a half-eaten sausage

    and a chicken wing because their stupid feet were in the air. Its so annoying, NOT even HUMILIATING. Don't worry...you'll be a dead fried

    duck by Monday once I get my hands on you.

    Your Five Variable Love Profile
    Propensity for Monogamy:
    Your propensity for monogamy is low.You see love as a gift that you should give to many.It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time...Let alone one person for the rest of your life!
    Experience Level:
    Your experience level is medium.You probably have had a couple significant loves.And you may have even had your heart broken.But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
    Dominance:
    Your dominance is low.This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.You know a relationship is not about getting your way.And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
    Cynicism:
    Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
    Independence:
    Your independence is low.This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.

    The Five Variable Love Test

    Your Japanese Name Is...
    Dai Yamashina

    I have no bloody idea how the heck they create the names out of your gender and your name, but what the heck...I just wanted

    and felt like wasting my useless time.

    People Envy Your Compassion
    You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

    What Do People Envy About You?

    Wow. I have compassion. This quiz is more retarded than I thought it was.

    You Were a Cheetah
    You are quick and elusive, with keen senses.You are able to have intense concentration for short periods of time.

    What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

    I would have preferred to have been a piggie. But not a fried and dried one, please.

    Your Deadly Sins
    Gluttony: 80%
    Sloth: 80%
    Pride: 60%
    Greed: 40%
    Envy: 0%
    Lust: 0%
    Wrath: 0%
    Chance You'll Go to Hell: 37%
    You'll die choking on a cookie in bed.

    How Sinful Are You?

    Ah-HA! I am not lustful, neither am I envious or full of wrath!! ...Hey, wait a bloody moment. I am greedy? In what way am I greedy?

    Okay, F.I.N.E, I like junk food, I drink two bottles of Coke daily, I eat fries a lot...is that even COUNTED as gluttony?...it is?Okay...

    wait. Gluttony and greed is different?...huh???

    Your Hair Should Be Pink
    Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun.You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow.

    ANIME STYLE,BABY!!!

    You Are Japanese Food
    Strange yet delicious.Contrary to popular belief, you're not always eaten raw.

    What Kind of Food Are You?

    Sushi....sushi...SUSHI....DROOL...

    You Are 90% Extrovert, 10% Introvert
    You are as outgoing as they comeThe life of the party, you're friends with everyoneYou're a people person, and you are quite the entertainerYou love being around a crowd and acting spontaneously

    Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?

    I think all my friends know this already, I am super-outspoken, I am weird, I am hyper, I am UNIQUE. No, no, maybe not unique, but

    definitely the other characteristics. Heh (: I love my family, and all my wonderful, fun friends (:

    You guys rule. Yays.

    The Keys to Your Heart
    You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
    In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
    You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring
    .
    You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
    Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
    Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
    You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
    In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

    Wow. That's nice.

    You Are a Jelly Donut
    So you're a little rounder than most folks - but it's only in the right places!You maintain a clean exterior, even if you're all messy on the inside.You think you're the best, and that's mostly true...But remember, you're just an empty shell without your jelly!

    What Donut Are You?

    I'm a jelly donut, I'm a jelly donut~

    The Movie Of Your Life Is Film Noir
    So what if you're a little nihilistic at times?Life with meaning is highly over-rated.
    Your best movie matches: Sin City, L. A. Confidential, Blade Runner

    If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

    Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is
    Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield
    "No one else, no one elseCan speak the words on your lipsDrench yourself in words unspokenLive your life with arms wide openToday is where your book begins"

    I am FREE like a bird. Wait a minute. Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield was released in 2005, not '06. Those fat liars. Oh well. I used to LOVE the song. It was like being FREE~!

    How You Are In Love
    You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
    In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
    You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
    You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.
    You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

    How Are You In Love?

    Sigh.Unfortunately for me, this describes my current situation perfectly. Confused, nervous, and annoyed. I wish I could solve it, but unfortunately for me, its really complicated.

    You Are Rain
    You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you.
    You are best known for: your touch
    Your dominant state: changing

    What Type of Weather Are You?

    Um, and this one, was really off the mark. Totally off. Didn't even describe me at all. Oh well. What you see is what you get.

    Your Pride Quotient: 33%
    You're a little prideful, but nothing out of the norm.Like everyone, you enjoy attention. But you're also good at sharing the spotlight!

    How Much Pride Do You Have?

    Wo shi yi ge hao ren. HAHAHA~!!!!!

    You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream
    You are kind, popular, and generous.You tend to be successful at anything you try.A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd.
    You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.

    What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

    Just in case you're wondering, this is just weird, for me, because that day, when I tried it, I was Strawberry Ice-Cream. So...I'm compatible with myself?That's just super weird.

    You're a Romantic Kisser
    For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

    What Kind of Kisser Are You?

    RIIIIIGHT. And this was just done for FUN. Don't take it the wrong way. I'm hinting STRONGLY to people like YUMIE GOH THE STUPID DUMB DUCK.

    Heh.

    You Are As Cool As They Come
    Rational and relaxed, no one could accuse you of being dramatic.You roll with the punches, and nothing ever gets you too worked up.You are able to maintain perspective and see the big picture.
    And even if you're emotional inside, you don't let it show.You're great at keeping it together, and you're rewarded for that.People see you as an ideal friend, employee, and partner.

    Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

    Whoa. I'm cool. Right. Chilling here. Not really. More like freezing stupid ass off. That's more like it.

    You Are a Warrior Soul
    You're a strong person and sometimes seen as intimidating.You don't give up. You're committed and brave.Truly adventuresome, you are not afraid of going to battle.Extremely protective of loved ones, you root for the underdog.
    You are picky about details and rigorous in your methods.You also value honesty and fairness a great deal.You can be outspoken, intimidating, headstrong, and demanding.You're a hardliner who demands the best from themselves and others.
    Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

    What Kind of Soul Are You?

    This means war. HAHAHAHA~! Get it? WAR? ...oh my. I'm becoming lamer than Wai Lam .Oh no...her lame-ness is rubbing off on me...already, today, I told my whole family ....a lot of lame jokes, including the stupid Dynamo one and the three Happy ones.

    You Are Fish
    You have a well formed palate and a daring appetite. If it's served to you, you'll at least try it.People are pretty scared of your exotic ways. But once they get a taste of you, they're addicted!

    What Kind of Meat Are You?

    I am fish, bubba. And I am going to swim around.

    SEE? I am becoming SO lame.

    You Have Fantastic Karma
    You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person.And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already.But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway.You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that!

    Meh...this is a good one to end it with, huh? I know... I have taken a HUGE chunk out of my blog space to put this stupid thing. HEY! Don't you DARE think copying and pasting is easy! it isn't! 'Specially since I am changing my fonts from Normal to Tiny. Its tough. I took 3 hours just to pu this damn post up. You better appreciate it (:

    I love everybody.

    Yays.

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